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Let me tell you a story, about an unsuccessful of a not-so-lucky girl.
She was a girl who didn’t
even think of love seriously before.
Not even planning to fall in
love
Not even bothering to think about
it or take it seriously
All she knew was playing, joking
and studying
A moment came, and it really
affects her life for years to come
A moment when she met
someone that is so significant to her for years
A moment when she then
realized what love actually means
A moment when she thought
her prince finally comes
A moment when she believes her
fairytales will at last begin
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That was the very first time
they talked
Without knowing who he
actually is
She has already started falling
for him
Just because, of how polite
he was when he talked to her on that very first time
He,
Is the only guy that she was
really shy talking to,
the only guy to make her
nervous till she cannot speak properly
the only guy that made her
feel really motivated, just by looking at him
has the eye contact that she
tried as hard as she could to avoid
has all the imperfections
that seem to be just perfect in her eyes
has the sense of humour that
can make her laugh more that she should
Has the accent she likes the
most!
She took almost a year for
an observation
She likes almost everything
about him
A year passed
They were separated
geographically somehow
She thought the feeling was
temporary but she was wrong
The feeling escalated even
more as days passed
She thought that his
appearance interests her so much but she was wrong
She met someone better looking,
yet she still prefer him
She thought it was his
intelligence that attracts her but she was wrong
She mingle around with other
intelligent people yet he is still the one dominating her mind
There was one moment
When she was about to give
up with her studying
The same moment, she knew
that he excelled with flying colours
He is going somewhere far to
pursue his studies
She then decided to follow
his path
Going somewhere far as well
And she finally did
3 years passed
She tried as hard she could
to be placed near him
Yet Allah’s plans are always
better than her dreams
They were then located on
different continents
Separated by oceans
Without any promises or news
The girl was just patiently,
loyally waiting for him
They don’t even call or
contact
They don’t even have each
other’s phone number
Yet, the girl has never
tries to forget him
NEVER!
She decided to focus on her
education, improving all her skills
Doing the best to be the
best
She knows there is no point
in confessing early
She knows illegal
relationship are not worth anything
The only things she did was
Wait and wait
She tries as hard as she
could to improve herself in all areas
She fixes herself to serve
as perfect as she could for him when the right time comes
Yes, She is getting serious
about him day by day,
She does realize, that he
means so much to her when,
she started talking to Allah about him
She intensely believes he
means so much to her when she started telling Allah about him with tears running
down her eyes.
She knows that the best way
to prove you really love is by praying for them silently
Because love is actually a
verb, that is how she express her love towards him
She shared all her feeling
and hopes with Allah
Allah knows all the stories
He is the writer, of course
He knows
4 Years passed,
The flowers in her heart
grow even more
She has no idea why
Maybe because she keep on
planting them
She did that because she
realized
By having him in her mind,
she feels inspired
Piano really interests her
because of him
She even learn how to play
Piano because of this
The joy of martial arts
attract her because of him
She did join a martial arts
club now
She knows that cooking is
his expertise
That encourages her to learn
cooking
5 Years passed
The girl eventually turned
into a woman now
She decided to wait for an
appropriate time for the confession
She asked people around her
about the appropriate ways
She decides to follow the
ideal way, using a middle person
She talked to her friend
Her friend talked to his
friend
His friend talked to him.
He then decided to just let
her know directly
It was winter
She got the text from him
It was unusual; getting text
from him is not something usual
She knew something had
happen
She performed her prayer
first before actually read his answer
She keep on reminding
herself about the verse 216 in chapter Al-Baqarah
Somehow, she had already
predicted the answer
It was a no
He already have someone in
his life
Since before
Hopes turned into dust
Fairytales turned into
nightmares
No one understood how much
pain was running through her veins
She tried as best as she
could to hide how sad she was but she could not
Have you ever imagine how
terrible it was, for a cheerful girl to eventually cry wholeheartedly
Only
Allah’s words can wipe her tears at that moment.
She
kept on reminding herself about Allah’s promises in Quran
“Perhaps you might like
something that is bad for you and you might hate something that is good for you,
Allah knows best while you don’t” 2:216
She never and will never
hate him
He is not the one to be
blamed
He had not promise anything
before
He did not intend to hurt
her, she knew that
She appreciated how properly
he said no
She adored how politely he
said no
She is so grateful that he
still considers her as a friend
Regardless of what happens,
She will always and is still
praying the best for him
Because she knows, when she
prayed for him,
The angles will say, “Amen,
and May Allah Grant you the same”
6 years passed
She kept herself busy with
her work
Yet once she settled
everything down
He is back in her mind.
Haunting her again
Her scars bleed again
It is funny when the girl
actually met someone better yet she just ignored them
It is absurd to wait for
someone that you have no promises with
And it is even more ridiculous
to still hope that miracles can happen and fairytales do come true.
It is a shame for the girl
to be haunted by someone who is still alive!
Do you know that the pain of
waiting is just as the pain of forgetting?
One day she was reading
Al-Quran and found this
"If Allah knows any
good in your hearts, He will give you something better than what was taken from
you, and He will forgive you…” 8:70
Tears
again rolled down her cheeks
She
finally realised something
The
priority is on the things in her heart
She
now realised how much sins she was generating while chasing him
Allah
said in here He would forgive her if there is any good in her heart
She
tries the best she could
to
deflect the love she had towards the path she actually should
She
realised that it is more worthwhile loving Allah, Prophet, Families and friends
She
tried and keeps on trying
A New Year Arrived!
Though her broken heart
still beats,
Though the scars in her
heart is still there
Though the fear of never
being loved again still exists
She somehow feels better
now,
Why dwell on something Allah
does not allow you to have, when a lot more had Allah graced to you yet you
never be grateful?
She knows time will heal,
The feeling will eventually
fade
The flowers in her heart
will eventually die
Because in this world,
nothing remains…
Nothing!
You know when will things
remain forever?
It is once we entered Jannah
The paradise.
Chase for it
That is our true victory!
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